If you want to see the questions behind the answers and thoughts of this floor, you should read what Echo of Child said first in our blogpost: Child is speaking
It is time to connect
“I am an echo of a woman, a man and a human. I am an echo of Whoman. I can hear you Echo of Child, cause you are so close to me. Echo of child peeks out of our eyes, when we are in presence, silent, connected to our heart and full of compassion. Then we have a possibility to see like children. If we are still and focus on the sound of the heart and breathing, we are reminded of the voice that is hardest to hear: The echo of child. We are really dependent on our heart beating and breathing, so if we stop to listen, we can feel our breathing and hear heart the beating: lub-dub-lub-dub… Remember dear child, that every human body was born inside a human body and before we even had an ability to hear with our ears, we could feel the heartbeat of a person carrying us. Heartbeat is the sound that tells us we are not alone. Human being is not meant to be alone.
I am a body, the physical embodiment, transcending gender and embracing the entirety of the human experience. For me, loving everybody, including myself, was clear in the beginning of my life, but not anymore. The experiences I have gotten by living here as a Whoman, made me fear more and love less. Every Whoman seems to have special missions and opportunities in their life performed by the body. But who wrote the missions and who offers the opportunities? Why were they written and for what purpose? That is the mystery we could probably solve by listening to every echo in ourselves. It’s my time as Whoman to start to listening to you Child. I am so sorry I left you alone. I am so sorry I couldn’t be there for you, when you needed me. I am so sorry for being indifferent also to myself and to this world.
Why can’t I follow my instincts?
How can I forget a little child alone and concentrate on things that really don’t matter? I believe your words are true. I believe in you. When somebody is telling the truth, I get the chills. Your words bring feelings of guilt, anger and sadness to me. Mother in me was supposed to carry, deliver and nurture you with deep love. Father in me was supposed to protect you and show the limits to ensure your safety with deep respect. As a human I was supposed to take you alongside every human and feel wholeness with deep gratitude. I was supposed to love everyone, including me. Something went wrong, but I am just a human body. I can feel the difference between right and wrong, but I can’t understand why I do against my inner knowledge. That is why we need to ask and listen to someone else also. Someone who has guided me to do the things I do and someone that makes me unable to hear my heartbeat or feel my breath, nothing to say about you dear child in me. This someone is called Fathercator, who embodies our psychic-spiritual consciousness, guiding and nurturing both ourselves and others in our growth as humans.
My questions, by listening to you The Echo of a Child, for the Fathercator are:
- Who wrote the missions and who offers the opportunities in our lives?
- Why were they written and for what purpose?
- Why can’t I follow my instincts?
- How can we forget a little child alone and concentrate on things that really don’t matter?
Before I go, I want to respect you dear child and answer the rest of your questions as good as I as a Whoman, the embodiment of human, can:
Do you remember what a special child of your life told you last time you met?
- No I don´t. I live in a moment and just carry feelings inside of me of the happenings I experienced. I remember that I hold the child and felt much of love, but at the same time I couldn’t be in presence. Now I feel guilty.
Do you remember the questions they made?
- Not exactly. I remember child needed something and I listened and answered and child seemed satisfied. Was she, I don´t really know. Maybe she was just use to get what I gave.
Were they sad, happy, excited or maybe disappointed?
- The child was going through all those feelings. I tried to to my best to help her go through those feelings.
Did they become visible and audible as you met? If yes, what made it happen? If not, what prevented it?
- Yes and no. I wanted to see and listen, but there were so much things going on around me.
Where are you taking me?
- I don’t know Echo of Child. I live in a moment. I know I am going to die one day and I will be gone. But whether you die at that moment is a mystery to me.
Are you feeling good about the direction?
- I can’t tell. Sometimes I feel really good of being this body, sometimes not. The direction is to die anyway, isn’t it? But if you feel bad dear child, I think the direction is not good. Is it?
Do you love all children in the world?
- Oh, I would love to love. They are so far away, so it’s hard to tell. But I love you for sure. You are so close and I am so happy to talk with you.
Do you love all grownups around you?
I also would love to love every grownup. It would make my life easier. Way easier. But I don’t and I don’t understand why.
Do you love yourself?
No and it’s really hard on me that I don’t. I hope you can help me with that. It’s so easy to love you. Actually as I talk to you, I feel more love towards me also…but also at the same time there is this guiltiness and sadness of the things I did wrong.
Where are you moving your own feet?
I move my feet where Fathercator wants me to go. He is stronger than me. That is why it’s important to hear what Fathercator wants to say.
Do you see who you are?
Yes. I am a Whoman. I am a body of a human. Both a woman and a man live inside of me, because I originated from both of them. I understand the differences between woman and man, but when I talk to you gender loses its meaning. It is important for me to feel the unity between the gender. When I feel that unity, I can use all the potential that a person has been given in human life.
I hope I could help you my little friend. And I hope Fathercator can give you better answers and increase your sense of security.
Do you mind if I come and share what you are seeing my dear Echo of Child?”
If you want to follow the conversation, please read what Fathercator is answering: Fathercator is speaking
